“Hopeless”

I remember all my strategies
Drowning from all these memories
Poisoned through my arteries.
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All of these were misfortune
Just like a suffering cartoon
And a guitar that’s out of tune.
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I’m not here to impress
I just want to express
I’m all alone in my fortress.
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But I never realized
My personality that’s vandalized
I’ve been deeply traumatized.
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My love is in the air,
Like nobody cares.
I really felt that its unfair.
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I want to come close to you,
But that’s what I can’t do.
I’m afraid, and that’s true.
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I’ve been like this all the time.
I felt like love was a crime.
Never knew why I wanted you to be mine.
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This feeling makes me sad.
Being jealous is really bad.
It makes people go really mad.
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Broken hearts you’ll see.
Like grains of sand washed by the sea.
Hopeless to be happy.